Most people don’t ever really have to stop and think about
the last time they really had fun was. I
wonder if it is sad that I have to. Fun
is a relative term perhaps? No not
really. I think the point of the question
was to get me thinking about what fun means to me so that I can go have fun
instead using (eating crap).
See right now fun for me and gods I know how sad this is
going to sound is eating something that is unhealthy. It is eating a pizza or a burger and fries (with
buns and real ketchup of course). Or fun
is ordering a quart of ice cream from Baskin Robins and housing the whole
thing, gods be damned if it gives me the runs the next day or not. Or at least in my current existence that is what
I have associated with fun.
I know why. It is
because everything hurts. It is because
I am so heavy it hurts to stand. It
hurts to sit. It is hard to get out of
bed. Getting out off the couch is not
easy task either. Don’t get me started
on tying my shoes. So, if I have reduced
myself to a life of pain, then of course I can get some satisfaction out of
enjoying a meal.
My point isn’t to bellow and whine here. It isn’t to try to garner sympathy. It is simply to help me put things in a point
of view. It is to show that answering
the question might not be all that easy.
Also, I might not have as much real fun (none food related) as I need or
deserve.
To be honest the last time I had real fun, I mean real, real
fun was on October 7 of this year when Rachel and Dorothy were hear and I was
introduced to bitmoji. We talked, we
cooked, we laughed, and we had a great night.
I am sure there have been several night, days, and moments like that
over the last few years but none I can pull out off the top of my head. Before that, I would have to go back, way
back in my memory to find true fun.
I had a wonderful time when I went and saw Episode 7. That was pretty kick ass. What a great flick but that wasn’t really
same. Neither was Dr. Strange,
Spider-man, or Guardians of the Galaxy II.
All great flicks in and of themselves but fun?
It was club three years ago.
It was Kona. It was the ocean and
it was awesome. I was in the water. I knew everyone I could see in both
directions. We were wave riding and it
was awesome. We were 30 and 40 year old
mean and we loving the ride. The waves
were huge and they would push us so hard and far. I remember that ocean. I remember the child like feeling of being completely
care free not having to worry about my phone b/c everyone who mattered in the
company was out there in the waves with me.
That truly was kick ass!
